JUST YOUR FRIEND
He's my friend and I consider him as my best friend but I don't think he considers me as his best friend probably just a close friend from high school, the one he can lean on when he has problems with one of his girls and he never see me as any special just a FRIEND...
Sometimes just being a friend hurts, because he forgets you whenever he's fine and happy again. Sometimes I thought I am being used, though I know that he does not intend to, and I know that I'm being unfair as I write this, but in some ways we are different. I have a best friend name Dredd and I'm being unfair to him as the other friend of mine being unfair to me.
Let's call my friend, Bart.
Bart is a friend of mine way back from high school and at some point I don't understand why we became friends, I mean we are so different from each other, I'm quite sassy, brutally frank and a snob, and he is this nice guy, a friend to everyone and very sweet, it just happened that we became close and started to hang out. He's the only person who can tame me and I hate him for that.
Yes we are friends but is it all friendship we have? I don't understand and then suddenly something just happen, we are ignoring each other and I don't know why. Christmas has passed, New year has began but still we are ignoring each other as if we are not friends at all, but before the school year has ended we talk and everything is forgotten as if nothing happened.
Now that we are in college we barely spoke, neither of us are busy, and we both know it. He would just send me a message when he and his girl broke up and he needs someone to talk to, and sometimes he would call me because he and his girl fight over something and he needs my advice and sometimes he would chat me over facebook to give an opinion whether the gift he bought for his girl is nice or not and I'm so dead tired being just a FRIEND who he would just call when he need something!
Then this... this feeling inside me that I meant nothing, just a FRIEND. When we say friend you are just someone who he can count on, especially when he's down in the dumps and when he's fine, bye bye bye friend, just wait until I'm down in the dumps again and when will I need your shoulder again! and it sucks! It feels like you don't exist when he's happy, while I counted him in, in every success I have and everything that made my life, because he is my BEST FRIEND.
Well I guess life really isn't fair! I just wish him luck with his life, whatever happens he would still be my best friend and by the way I'm just being honest.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! 2013
Sometimes just being a friend hurts, because he forgets you whenever he's fine and happy again. Sometimes I thought I am being used, though I know that he does not intend to, and I know that I'm being unfair as I write this, but in some ways we are different. I have a best friend name Dredd and I'm being unfair to him as the other friend of mine being unfair to me.
Let's call my friend, Bart.
Bart is a friend of mine way back from high school and at some point I don't understand why we became friends, I mean we are so different from each other, I'm quite sassy, brutally frank and a snob, and he is this nice guy, a friend to everyone and very sweet, it just happened that we became close and started to hang out. He's the only person who can tame me and I hate him for that.
Yes we are friends but is it all friendship we have? I don't understand and then suddenly something just happen, we are ignoring each other and I don't know why. Christmas has passed, New year has began but still we are ignoring each other as if we are not friends at all, but before the school year has ended we talk and everything is forgotten as if nothing happened.
Now that we are in college we barely spoke, neither of us are busy, and we both know it. He would just send me a message when he and his girl broke up and he needs someone to talk to, and sometimes he would call me because he and his girl fight over something and he needs my advice and sometimes he would chat me over facebook to give an opinion whether the gift he bought for his girl is nice or not and I'm so dead tired being just a FRIEND who he would just call when he need something!
Then this... this feeling inside me that I meant nothing, just a FRIEND. When we say friend you are just someone who he can count on, especially when he's down in the dumps and when he's fine, bye bye bye friend, just wait until I'm down in the dumps again and when will I need your shoulder again! and it sucks! It feels like you don't exist when he's happy, while I counted him in, in every success I have and everything that made my life, because he is my BEST FRIEND.
Well I guess life really isn't fair! I just wish him luck with his life, whatever happens he would still be my best friend and by the way I'm just being honest.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! 2013
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