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Thank you

... I'm just new in this kind of business, actually it isn't a business at all. If my job would be a blogger one day I won't consider it a job, it's a hobby because I love what I'm doing. If you love something and if you enjoy it then don't call it a job, because a job is something you don't like to do. I never thought that someone would read my works because I thought that my works are just wastes and stupid. Why would they read my work? Who am I anyway? I'm no one who's very curious and always seek for answers. I never thought that someone would appreciate it. You know when I looked on my stats I can't stop being emotional. My tears tumbled down my cheeks, because of joy. I'm overwhelmed and I can't still get over about it.... I even thanked God for giving me such wonderful readers that appreciate my works, without them I'm so sure that I would be an epic fail... Thank you, thank you and thank you... May God bless you an...

Angels O:)

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Angels... An Angel is a supernatural being or spirits found in various religions and mythologies. They are servants of God and a guardian spirit. Do you believe in Angels? I do believe in them the way I believe in fairies, wizards, witches, werewolves, vampires and mutants. Would you believe me if I told you that they exist? I guess not. Only little children still believe in such things, right? But I still believe in them though I'm already sixteen. Angels... Ever since I'm young I do believe that angels are real. Each of us have angels that's what I belive, but other say that once you reach adolescenes and adulthood your angel would leave you, but I don't believe in them. Angels can't be seen by the naked eyes, but you know our angels are just beside us even if we can't see them and they never leave our side even we are already grown up. Actually our angels increased in numbers as we grow. We just don't noticed it. Our friends are angels, the...

Dreamer and Destiny Believer

My friend, Mark used to call me a dreamer and a destiny believer. I wonder what's wrong about it. Actually there's nothing wrong. Who cares if you believe in destiny, in soulmates either in fairytales. We have different perspective and opinions in life, just like Mark and I. What you believe defines who you are, so don't be shy and feel like the whole world hates you because you are kinda different from others. Be proud on what you believe just like me. Like what I always tell, we have our own fairytales, but sometimes it just don't have a happy ending. But do not lose hope 'cause something is meant to happen in your life. I'm a dreamer and a destiny believer, and I'm proud of it.  

What lies ahead

Are you ready to face the future? My answer's NO! I'm not and I won't never ever be ready. They said that I'm too immature to face the reality of life, because I'm too childish, self centered, sensible and too fragile that in a very slight push, I'll be broken, perhaps yes and on the other hand no. I know how dangerous the real world is. It's like the land of waste written by some author. People let strangers care for their children and they let them inside their houses, but they don't know that most of the time, we let strangers into our lives that causes pain and anger. Hurt and Pain is some sort of twins. They are both part of our lives and part of reality that I need to face bravely and that's only the beginning. Our parents prepared us, all these years so that one day as we soon take our own roads to travel we'll be aware what's ahead of us. While travelling we will soon find out what roles we play in each other's lives. Some...

Before You Exit

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I have this favorite band from Florida and they are called Before You Exit, and I love them so much for making such nice music that no one can do, they had the soul that I'd never seen from other bands. I'm just one of their fan who's really affected about every updates they did. You might say that I'm obsessed with them, and I admit that! As one of their fan I'm really happy for them but on the other hand I'm also in deep sorrow that something had changed in their band. The McDonough brothers are really good but without Thomas (drummer) and Braiden (guitarist) it feels that their band isn't the same anymore. Whenever I read their post on facebook, I want to burst in tears, especially when Braiden said that he's working on some new projects and lots of fans react and then some assumpted that he's really leaving. Braiden leaving the band? He can't leave BYE! I love BYE so much and I don't want them to break up! and not seeing them in the vi...

Gotta Go my Own Way

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Do you know the song Gotta Go my own Way? I'll give you a glimpse of that song...   I've got to move on and be who I am. I just don't belong here, I hope you understand. We might find our place in this world someday But at least for now, I gotta go my own way.   Sometimes we need to let go to find ourselves, to find what role we play in someone's life. There are times that I don't feel like I don't belong for I always feel that I'm out of place. In order to find who we are, sometimes we travel, sometimes you just want to be alone with God, but I. I don't know what I should do.   That song came from the disney's hit movie, High School Musical wherein Gabriella feels she's beeing cheated by Troy. Then there's this part that Gabriella asked, "What about trust?"  yeah, what about it. All along you give your trust to that person, but when the most tragic thing happen between the two of you, that trust would mean nothi...

The Place I belong

This is where I belong... I always hope that there's another world like Narnia or wonderland that I could be part too. They say that I live in the world of fairytales, but I couldn't see what's wrong with that. If in this world I'm no one, probably in that world that I dream I'm someone. Perhaps in that world I'm the nice one, but that's so impossible. I'll always be the villain who always die at the end. I'd rather live in fantasy than in reality, because though there's war and tragedy there would always be the happy ending. In reality life's always been unfair. There would always had something beautiful to look after but in reality there's none. I don't care if fantasy is full of lies at least they are beautiful lies that comforts you and encourage you. Fantasy is the place where I truly belong, where I do not need to pretend. I don't care if they call me insane, who cares this is me. I do believe in fairies, in happy en...