To My Best Friend

We are strangers to each other when we first met and we came from different worlds. My world is dark and full of mysteries, while your world is colorful and lively, but both our worlds are magical. We are like witch and faerie from the books we have read. Two different people who came  from different worlds, but bound by the almighty gift of heaven, FRIENDSHIP.

I never really thought that we'll end up as best friends, because we have different principles in life, and we are very opposite from each other, like protons and electrons. You know that I have tried my best to ignore you and to keep away from you, but we are like magnets with opposite charges and attracting each other. The charges between us is somewhat very strong that it seems impossible for us to be separated, and I actually find it a little absurd.

I never even thought that our friendship would be everlasting, because you are a jerk. You always thought that you are right and my sentiment is irrational and nonsensical, but then you always listened to my poor judgment and you even seek my advice, which always makes me wonder if you have already lost your mind. So far, you are still in the right mind, and could make crazy decisions.

Your craziness keeps me awake until morning, you talk about things that are impossible, and you throw punchlines at midnight, which never fails to make me smile. Sometimes you become too serious about our conversations that it feels like it's real. Those escape plans that we have planned together and those charming tales about us.

Sometimes I wanted to get drowned on those conversations, but I know that it's never bound to happen, because you really have your own plans in life, which I may or may not be part of, since I'm the first one to exclude you from my life plans and I regret that. I have wished that I could just undo it, I wish I could press CTRL + Z, but things doesn't work like that. We can't just undo things, because it stuck and once it stuck, it would never go, unless we force to.

That's what you are actually doing, you are trying to knock off the walls I put between us. You are trying to defy everything, and I hate you for that. I hate you for being such a loyal and faithful best friend though I don't even deserve it. Sometimes I just wish you are just one of those fake friends I have so that I won't get hurt much when I lose you, but you aren't, because you are my Best friend.

You are my best friend who always supports me in everything I do, even though it's the stupidest thing on the world that anyone could ever imagine, and you love me for who I am, though I am the bitchiest bitch in the universe, who never admits mistake and stubborn. You are my light and my guide in the dark when I can't see and when I'm already losing my way, and I don't even know what would I do without you.

I don't know what would I do without you when I'm craving for burger and fries, because you are my food buddy, who always joins me in my late night cravings. I also don't know how would I survive school without you, because even though I'm so annoying about ranting about my also annoying so called friend, you still lend me your ears and make things better. You are like my partner - in - crime, my knight in shining armor, and at the same time the villain in my story.

Even you make things good like a fairy godmother, it doesn't mean you are purely good. Sometimes you are the villain, who tried to take away the happiness of the hero, but as everyone knows, not all villains succeed in ruining the hero's life, but without you as a villain in my life, I don't think  my life would be exciting, and I thank you for that.

Thank you for being my best friend and thank you for being part of my life. Thank you because I met you and thank you for making things different. Thank you for bringing color in my monotone life. Thank you and at the same time I'm sorry, for giving up on you, for the times that I don't trust you and doubt you. I may not be the best friend you have, but you are the best friend I have, and would never forget.

You are my one and only best friend.

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