Dian and Diane
It has been ten months since I graduated from high school and it has been eight months since I turned college, but though months has passed I'm still not over about the things I used to do while in high school and I still miss those people I spent most of my time in the bench at our school especially my soul sister Dian.
Dianarra Alcantara is her full name and I've been friends with her since we are sophomore, but we got closer while in junior year. I thought she's just like everybody else, a great pretender but she's so different, she's crazy and freaking talented. Dian and I share a lot of things, even guys! but it never becomes a problem to us, she has lots of things in my mind, that makes her a little undecided, but I love her the way she is.
Dian and I loves to have the same thing, we're like an identical twins. Same dress during prom. same accessories, same shoes, same hair clips and even journals, we love having the same things or should I say I love having the same things with her? I told her once that I don't want other people to have the same things with me, and that makes her so special, because she's the only person I want things to have in common. We don't just have similarities in things but also in our attitude. She's like the sister my mom forget to have. She's even part of our family already, she's always welcome in our home. she can come and go whenever she want and I'll always be in her back when she thinks she's falling. Dian and I loves to explore, we went to different places whenever we met, we tried different thing even it's too risky but we don't care, all we want is to have fun, and I miss those times. I miss everything about her.
It has been months since we last see each other and I haven't heard anything from her, since then. I see her posts in Facebook, but I never has a chance to have a little chit chat with her, and it is too dejecting. sometimes I can't help but to think that perhaps she has forgotten me and she has found another friend, way better than me. And if thinking that way is a sin then sin it is.
Last night I have dreamt about her and when I woke up I found myself crying because that dream was like a nightmare to me. It was horrible, I wish that that dream just stay as a dream and never happen, because I don't know what will I do if I lose one of my treasures.
I just wish she's fine... I'm always here for her no matter what happen.
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Dianarra Alcantara is her full name and I've been friends with her since we are sophomore, but we got closer while in junior year. I thought she's just like everybody else, a great pretender but she's so different, she's crazy and freaking talented. Dian and I share a lot of things, even guys! but it never becomes a problem to us, she has lots of things in my mind, that makes her a little undecided, but I love her the way she is.
Dian and I loves to have the same thing, we're like an identical twins. Same dress during prom. same accessories, same shoes, same hair clips and even journals, we love having the same things or should I say I love having the same things with her? I told her once that I don't want other people to have the same things with me, and that makes her so special, because she's the only person I want things to have in common. We don't just have similarities in things but also in our attitude. She's like the sister my mom forget to have. She's even part of our family already, she's always welcome in our home. she can come and go whenever she want and I'll always be in her back when she thinks she's falling. Dian and I loves to explore, we went to different places whenever we met, we tried different thing even it's too risky but we don't care, all we want is to have fun, and I miss those times. I miss everything about her.
It has been months since we last see each other and I haven't heard anything from her, since then. I see her posts in Facebook, but I never has a chance to have a little chit chat with her, and it is too dejecting. sometimes I can't help but to think that perhaps she has forgotten me and she has found another friend, way better than me. And if thinking that way is a sin then sin it is.
Last night I have dreamt about her and when I woke up I found myself crying because that dream was like a nightmare to me. It was horrible, I wish that that dream just stay as a dream and never happen, because I don't know what will I do if I lose one of my treasures.
I just wish she's fine... I'm always here for her no matter what happen.
XXX
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